Week 16 : 525,600 minutes!

2016 has been a sucky year like all of the previous HAHA but..
It was fun because we were on vacation at Wisconsin dells. I tried elk burger for the first time and it was super good!! Tasted much like deer burger lol!!! It was fun to go on the water slides there and every single night and day the only thing I really ate while there was frozen yogurt!! It was sooo super duper good !! Last year I continued to grow closer to what I call my niece as she thinks I'm her aunt! I love her to pieces. I remember I like never came to school my junior year and slept all the time when I was there. Now I show up as much as possible and never sleep and now I only have after today 4 more school days left and then whatever finals I can't exempt out of. This summer I continued to work a bunch and that was nice because I saved 1,000 back up in my bank account not that it's all still there now as I have cut my hours so I can focus on school. 2016 I was hanging with my friend maddy and Jess, Jordan, Sarah and I were always doing something dumb. I remember finding different pathways with my friend spencer and ended up having to haul out of there because we weren't supposed to be there. I spent a lot of 2016 sneaking around. LOL my parents raised some crazy kids honestly but it's funny cause we have a blast. Not that we are sneaking from my parents but from friends, boyfriends, we are just dumby clayton twins. Ricky got his first apartment then we ended up moving into a bigger more homey one in Metamora. So that's awesome. OH and Ricky made his first car purchase on an actual nice newer one! Not that it's really being great itm but. Now it is December and I will be turning 18. OH and it was super fun I went black Friday shopping for the first time ever! Ricky and I sat outside of a store from 1 am till 4:20!!! Lol it was crazy cold

Week 15: Deck the halls!

The most obsurd decorated house I have ever seen during Christmas time was one with the radio station in sinc with their house Christmas lights in which played Christmas music. They even had a holographic bill board in their yard that said merry Christmas and the station to play in your car. Also their yard was filled with Reindeer and snowmen along with their house looking literally like a house of lights. It's like a messy floor where you don't even remember the color of your own bedroom floor because it's so covered. It was really cool. I think I like the just average lights strung but not overly too much. I am fascinated by lights

Week 14: Your Mission

The mission in my envelope was to find who has been breaking in all of the sheds the past couple of weeks. I need pen and paper and black outfits to complete this mission. I am to walk around quietly during night and blend in with the shadows. I have to quietly enter all the sheds around town and make sure that there is no one else in there. So during the night while getting my excercise I am making money by entering everyones shed and finger printing. Little did you all know it wasnt the FBI who put me up to this job it was myself needing money. I broke into all of the sheds and stole stuff because I need some extra money for the holidays.

Week 13: Tradition!

Well my family never had get togethers after a drug addiction tore my religious family apart l o freaking l but we used to just eat food. Now my immediate family just eats meat loaf, cheesy potatoes, and this year probably steak for Thanksgiving. Christmas my family kind of gets together though after being torn for quite some time. But itd be nice though in the future to be sure to have thanksgiving get togethers with my sister and her family, my parents, and ricky and his family. I just like the eating food that doesn't always get made on a basis like turkey is popular but normally my family eats ham on thanksgiving. We are pretty non traditional. But that is the more fun part about it. Maybe I will make desert pizza for thanksgiving this year to go with our ribeye steaks and potato casserole. No such thing as cranberry sauce, turkey, and stuffing at the Clayton house hold.

Week 12: Let's play some Calvinball!

I would probably remake the sport of soccer but much simpler. You would use a ball with square shapes patterned on it in highlighter colors only. There would be no rules but to just kick the ball and make it into your goal on the other side of the field from where you start. There would be one goalie per team. Everyone else just runs and kicks it but it's only a 4 person team. In which 3 people per team are the rovers. On the goal nets there will be big bullseye targets. Obviously these goal nets are huge therefor the bullseye are about 5 feet around. The goal is like the game of targets. You want to hit the center. This helps with your aim and when I said it was simpler than soccer in a way it's not because you have to actually have a good aim. The center will be 5 points, the outer ring of the center will be 4 points, after that would be two points..and after that would be .5 points. There will be 2 presteen score keepers standing next to the goal to watch for points. Also, there will still be goalies and over all game tally keepers to list all of the fouls and everything else that happens in the game. The game goes up to 20 points but may increase after the game becomes more popular..besides the league can change the amount of points necessary to win the game.

Week 11: If I were you...

I have been given a lot of advice that I didn't like. In which is why I quit going to counceling because it felt as though I was being given advice that had nothing to do with my situation at all. I think the worse advice I had been given was when I was really upset recently about a situation that had happened 24 hours before the advice was given. My friend pretty much told me that it was over with in the situation and that he's not going to come near me again. I took that pretty hard because instead of giving me advice as to how to get through the situation she just kind of made me feel like it was my fault for what had happened. IDK that's why I just don't tell anyone anything I think is important anymore rather I just stress myself out bc no one seems to understand my state  of mind

Week 10: They Do The Monster Mash!

The ghosts and clowns probably all just have a typical party. They drink blood, snack on eye balls, dip toe nails in hummus dip, and eat candy corn. They also probably go and have contests to see who is the scariest. They also probably TP houses and go to the playground and swing. I imagine they might go to Taco bell too and scoop up some tacos. They probably have dance offs and laugh at all of the halloween movie's stereotypes about them. The only friendly ghost ever that holds to be true will always be Casper the Friendly Ghost. They probably roast humans over a fire and put apples in their mouth.

Week 9: Everyone's a critic

My all time favorite movie would probably be the Orphan. I think what I love so much about it is the memories associated with it. At that time I was dating this kid named Austin and his little sister was my BEST friend. Taylor and I would watch this movie on repeat like 5 times throughout the day. I love the scariness and creepiness of the stupid "little" orphan "girl." I miss Taylor sooo much, and the thing this movie watching reminds me most of is my best friend Tyler. When he would come over and see us. I miss his hugs and humor and smile. I miss my buddy so so much. BUT Movies also would be like Halloween older movies and Jigsaw aaanddd Gone and the one where that little girl gets raped and killed underground in a corn feild... LOVELY BONES! Yehp thats what its called

Week 8: Dear Kiddo,

I definitely don't want my kids to turn out anything like me. I am super protective of even just Ricky. Protective in the meaning that I'm always worried that he got pulled over arrested, in a wreck or killed when he is late to coming home and doesn't text me. So I definitely will be over protective of my kids where I have to know where they are at and who they are with every hour. I hope that my kids try their absolute best in school and don't fall behind. When I was younger I would go to the kind of parties that you shouldn't go to especially at that age and I know for sure I will kick their butt if they ever go to one. I would rather them do that stuff at home where I am present so I can monitor them but still I would NOT want them to even touch anything illegal. AT ALLLL. Most of all I want to teach them to live the happiest life and I will never bring up my past or cuss infront of them. IDC if they're nerdy a'f as long as they're happy and sober and not getting into trouble

Week 7: Living in The Past

I honestly would want to live in the hippy era. I'm honestly not all for drugs, rather they make me super mad because of my own personal experiences but I just love their attire and the though of it. I feel like it'd be awesome because it'd be easier to pick friends that are much like me in the sense that they just want to be happy and not worry about a thing or anyone else's life. I love sunflowers! And I feel like that's a big hippy icon back then where they might have grew sunflower fields or patches in their yards! Also, the stereotypical hippy loves being close to nature and it would be awesome to have someone to venture with! Now a days we just have those fests like Elandorf and Summer Camp that gathers all the "hippys" But todays hippys I feel as if are no where near what they used to be back then. And if they are, from going out to Elandorf with my boyfriend even when the fest isn't going on I absolutely hate it. But maybe thats because I see higher standards of adults rather than the way most act. Also, because someone I knew struggled from a drug addiction and all of those "hippys" are so sad about it blah blah blah but yet they were the ones who helped feed his addiction, and now. He's no longer here. But! I deff would enjoy they happiness and down to earth people who just want to enjoy life, wear awesome clothes, travel in awesome hipped out vehicles, and not worry about everyone else's life!

Week 6: Tale as Old as Time

Cinderella!
Well it would be told in the mice point of view. The mice would probably be annoyed though they don't show it in the movie. They would probably be annoyed because their Cinderella girl doesn't pay as much attention to them anymore! They probably planned a bunch of schemes to trip Cinderella so she couldn't go to the ball. They probably told the ugly step sisters that she is going to be there. Therfore that's how she was caught by the sisters. They didn't want her to fall in love with this boy because they were afraid that they will never see Cinderella again.

Week 5: Where are your notes?

When I doodle on my homework it was normally always in Science and Math class... the two classes I hate the absolute most. But when I would doodle it would always be flowers and some kind of Viny thing from plants around the paper. I would draw clouds and sunshine just simple things. Which I feel like that shows who I am because I loooooove nature. I love it! Then the simple things represent my simplicity I try and take through life. I always try to make things easy. I remember my freshman year was a super hard year and I was always sad and having really bad anxiety throughout the school day and I would tend to draw more sad things.. or atleast draw things that looked happy but actually were sad. Kind of crazy how symbols can say so much about you ;P

Week 4 Coming Soon!!!

Just recently they came out with the release of "Don't Breathe" and I was soooooooo dissapointed! The trailers made it look like it was beyond scarier than any movie I had ever seen! But I also was 10 minutes late to the beginning of the movie and was tired so maybe that's why I didn't really care for it. But in all more so throughout the whole movie I was just thinking you stupid "girl".... Many others had posted on facebook that they enjoyed the movie and thought it was super good so it really must just be me.

Week 3: My dog ate my homework...

I've obviously used excuses to get out of things. Like going to school I would fake cry or sit in the bathroom forever saying I didn't feel good when really I was just standing there on my phone stressing out that my parents will make me go to school when I really don't feel like going. Or for work there was one time and one time only where I have called off because I was tired but I just lied and said I really really didn't feel good. IDK most of my call offs/ lateness compared to reality is pretty bad. Probably the worse excuse like craziest that I can think of to make up is that They had too much cocaine and can't come into work. Which would just land them to be fired. But one of the worse most dumbest excuses I have heard a co worker use is that her dog wouldn't go to sleep all night long. Like, lol lady people have new borns let alone kids and still show up to work. If you're going to make an excuse out of that at least just say you're sick because it makes you sound a lot less stupid

Week 2: Rorschach's journal

When I look at the ink blot all I see is like butterflies. Not just regular butterflies but butterflies of a tattoo looking design. I don't really think it can tell someone about who they are... well unless someone like I could see a boy saying that they're little robots trying to destroy the world. But as hudson is talking about what she sees it changes my mind. She sees things that are like deathly which is who she is. Where as I see things as simple as butterfly tattoo designs. So I guess it does say something about people's personality or their interests.

Week 1: How's school?

School is going pretty good. I have been really stressed out though with just the simplest homework beings that I work 7 days a week... lol Or I could say 8 because I work doubles on the weekends. It really sucks because all summer I didn't get to do anything fun because I covered all 12 people in my department. Plus my own hours. So that sucked. I shouldnt work so much because school should be my main focus.. but as long as I am still keeping up with school it'll be okay. I truely hate working that much but some one has got to do it... so whatever. This heat though is ridiculous. I wish that it wasn't so hot it's so hard to stay awake. For the most part though I have a positive attitude with school. My goals are to show up every day, not sleep in class, study more, not be late to school, and to make new friends. I think I really like my human development class. Those kind of things are wwhat I am interested in. I think the class I like the least would either be my art class or my marine bio class. Something about miss Naumans Marine bio so far just has me super bored and with the hardest time ever to stay awake. Also doesn;t help that there are only 4 of us in that class. I really don't know what I am going to do about my community service hours beings that like i said I work every single day of the school week right after I get out of school. Aaaand I have no study hall. This year I have decided not to do cheerleading. Not because of what I am shooting for but because I have simply just lost interest... but I do still plan on going to some of their home games and supporting the girls (and our boys!) I wish I didnt work every day after school because then by the time I get off work I have to do homework therfore I don't get too much sleep.  Then I wake up early in the morning and drive back to Washburn from Metamora. I just get too tired at night and need to get on my homework so I stay in Metamora more often than I do at my house. haha. This blog sucks because i'm good at turning positive things into negative things, oh well. I also just wish I would stop doing this to myself and just quit work and enjoy my teen years. buuuuuuut i'm not spoiled by my parents and have to pay for my own things so. Yeah